Now, 5.38 a.m.

My eyes tired, but just can't sleep.

Maybe of the Nescafe I drank earlier.

Later gonna sit for my last paper,

which is really X%^$#* up!

Then the dog days will be over!

At least something to cheer up.

Been through a lots of thinking just now.

Planning activities and thing should be done

in the coming holiday.

Been through a screwed up semester, found out

I'm kinda or should say totally sucks in software.

Sometimes even the basics skills is a problem for me.

So, is time to "buff" up myself with software skills and

knowledges for my second year in degree.

But I think the most difficult part will be to have the will

to go through all the learning! I need freaking

motivation to keep pushing me to the max!

I really need to skilled up myself so I can handle the

tasks in the future.


Felt better now, need to get a rest before going for exam.


Lastly, this is for you bloody exam!


Now is 5.53 am.

I am still awake, I can't sleep...

Later on I got an exam to sit.

Although my eyes feels tired but my mind is awake.

I closed my eyes yet I can rest my mind.

My mind is full of stuff, it keeps thinking.

Full of questions and problems, but I can't help it.

I need answers for my question, i need solutions for my

problems but I can't come out with a single one.

Why do we have some many question to answer?

Why do we have so many problems to solve?

Sometimes, I just wish we could escape from all this.

But the fact is we can't, we need to face them everyday?

Why can't they just disappear for a moment?

Why can't they just leave us alone?

Why do we need to face them?

Why can't we just ignore them forever?



Can we just scream them out loud to get them away for us?

Am I the only one who have this fucked up situation or

everyone have it too?