烦恼

上次有一位朋友来我家准备一起出去， 过后他告诉我:" 你爸怎么看起

来老了许多， 好像有很多烦恼似的." 我听了心里顿时不禁点痛，难过

因为我身为儿字却没发觉到我爸的状况及了解他的烦恼。最近店里出

了些状况加上不够人手做工， 所以他看起来更加累，更加苍老。妈妈

的身子也不是很好，比较虚弱，时常有病痛，不过她都很坚强。

庆幸的是问题暂时解决了，爸妈少了一份烦恼去担心，自然人都轻松一点。

身为儿子的我只能做的是每个星期五和六都出店帮忙，希望可以减轻爸妈

的工作及负担。虽然在早上五点多就必须起床出去帮忙，有点困难因为

睡眠不够。但如果我连这一点都做不到，我良心会过意不去因为我爸妈都

不年轻了都能一星期六天七早八早起床，辛苦地干活到傍晚才关店，甚

至爸妈有不舒服，生病了都要做。为什么要这样辛苦？ 都不是为了赚钱为

家计及供我读书，满足我的需要。而我还年轻却帮不上什么忙，却用钱

如倒水似，一点都不节俭。我不出店帮忙， 我还是人吗？

我都不会放过我自己如果我做的出那么不孝的事。

所以我这个用钱如倒水似， 永远都不能满足的儿子是时候长进，要自足

常乐和尽量出去店里帮忙。毕竟都是爸妈的生意，能帮的就帮，赚到的

都是爸妈， 爸妈的也就是我的。 嘻嘻，不然你以为我的爱疯，鞋子，

衣服和日常所需是哪里来的。

Relaxing + Boring = October(1st Half)

3 weeks of sem break is relaxing, although only few days of them are.

But most of the other days are boring, bored till my drawing

mood came back to haunt me....

Here is 2 of my screwed up artwork:

Dr. House? Yes, it is him. I know I failed to the max.

My friend say it look more like a psycho.... sad.....

Spongebob Square Pant X Hype Means Nothing.Cute?

Actually there is another drawing of Zooey Deschanel, but...

It is just too sad to say.......

My mum went to Macau for vacation, around 5 days which I

need to work in the shop. : (

But is okay, all the hard work of mine are appreciated!! X)

My rewards are:

Macau's famous Portuguese Egg Tart, my favorite!!!!

These are freshly baked egg tart from Macau and took 4 hours

plus flight to reach to KL and my mouth. Yummyy :P

See how delicious those egg tarts are! Irresistible is all I can say. x)

Lastly, a pair of Nike Air Max 90 from Hong Kong. Muahaha....

A new pair of sick sneakers to rock with.

Quote of the day:

A picture worth a thousand words,

A video worth a thousand pictures, and

Virtual Reality worth a thousand videos.

Trip to Kuantan

Went to Kuantan during the Hari Raya holiday.

Nothing much to post, just some of the pictures.

Sunrise at Cherating beach.

First Day:

Woke up late, so I missed the golden hour to capture the perfect

moment of sunrise. I only managed to capture some of the moment.

A Chinese Chess design stone table in the temple.

Second day:

This time I woke up at 6 am to capture the moment of sunrise

but unfortunately the sky was cloudy. But still managed to

capture some of the moment of sunrise.

Break!

Long holiday ahead! Is time to have a break,

at last can relax and enjoy assignmentless days

for a week. But after the break, is exams and final

assignments' submission time. Fucking hectic....

Well at least got week to rest and clear up the mind

before messing it up again with all the taskssss.

Will be packing up and ready for the trip to

Kuantan. It's been a long time I've been to Kuantan.

Will try use this opputunity can capture some nice images

with my rusty camera.... It is also been a long time I've play

with it, hope it is still in good condition...

Well, I 've been hunting for sneakers and the main target is

Vans because I still haven't a pair of Vans...

Red Vans Authentic, nice!! Where can I find this in KL

Vans X Spitfire Chukka Low, not bad too!

Still considering on this pair, hesitating....

Vans Sk8 Hi, a pair of rare shit which never will be in M'sia...

Hmm, seems like I still need to search around for more nice Vans

sneakers. Wish me luck with my life sucking assignments ahead and

my mind sucking exam, and also money sucking sneakers hunt!

Happy Holidays! Ciao....

Sweet.

Currently addicted to "Just the Way You are" by Bruno Mars,

can't stop listen to it.

Love the lyrics, just simple, meaningful and lovely.

It just describe out all the aspects of a guy to a girl,

her smiles, hair and face.

The inner part of her will always keep inside himself,

less talk about it but doesn't mean he concern about you.

I think this is the guy way to express out the feeling on a girl,

it may sounds simple to the girls but it means a lot to a guy.

Girls always thought the guys just care about the body and face,

but we do know every tiny detail on you.

We know how to appreciate you smooth hair, beautiful pair of eyes,

and the sweet smile on that pretty face. Even every words that

say to us, every simple body language you show to us, just stuck inside

our minds.

That's all, is just simple, not complicated at all.....

New house

Just bought few houses for my lovely wives to stay!

All of the house are custom made for all of them to stay into.

Got the idea from Action City's bearbricks display, but theirs are way more bigger than

the houses i ordered for my bearbricks.

Each fucking house cost 40 bucks, kinda expensive right?

What to do? Anything for the bearbricks!!

More spacious and brighter compare to the old house.

From deluxe room upgraded to president suite!

Awesome right?

The new houses for all the bearbricks!

Still got one empty house to be fill, think is time to empty up my wallet

to fill the another house up.

Is their time to shine!

Bought a Mighty Mugg's Iron Man Mark IV at

Malaysia International Toy Fair which held at

Mid Valley last two week. This mighty mugg is different from

the previous design, because it can change the face by

lifting up the front part of the face.

Face covered and it is chrome body, shinning?

Unveiled the true identity of the iron man, Tony Stark!

But the face doesn't look like him.

Therefore, i painted certain part of my room's wall. Just a

small part and the drawing is kinda sucks, especially the umbrella

part. Screwed up...... sad sad sad

How can i fix this shit up?

This is the previous drawing I done on the another part of my room.

Still planning what's next to draw and which side should it be...

It's been a long long time I didn't update my blog.

Don't have the motivation and topic to blog about, and having

kinda hectic uni life over here. Need to start catchup before

i am left behind far far away, by that time will too late to

regret.

5.38am

Now, 5.38 a.m.

My eyes tired, but just can't sleep.

Maybe of the Nescafe I drank earlier.

Later gonna sit for my last paper,

which is really X%^$#* up!

Then the dog days will be over!

At least something to cheer up.

Been through a lots of thinking just now.

Planning activities and thing should be done

in the coming holiday.

Been through a screwed up semester, found out

I'm kinda or should say totally sucks in software.

Sometimes even the basics skills is a problem for me.

So, is time to "buff" up myself with software skills and

knowledges for my second year in degree.

But I think the most difficult part will be to have the will

to go through all the learning! I need freaking

motivation to keep pushing me to the max!

I really need to skilled up myself so I can handle the

tasks in the future.

Argghhh....

Felt better now, need to get a rest before going for exam.

Chiao.

Lastly, this is for you bloody exam!

Why?

Now is 5.53 am.

I am still awake, I can't sleep...

Later on I got an exam to sit.

Although my eyes feels tired but my mind is awake.

I closed my eyes yet I can rest my mind.

My mind is full of stuff, it keeps thinking.

Full of questions and problems, but I can't help it.

I need answers for my question, i need solutions for my

problems but I can't come out with a single one.

Why do we have some many question to answer?

Why do we have so many problems to solve?

Sometimes, I just wish we could escape from all this.

But the fact is we can't, we need to face them everyday?

Why can't they just disappear for a moment?

Why can't they just leave us alone?

Why do we need to face them?

Why can't we just ignore them forever?

Why?

Why?

Can we just scream them out loud to get them away for us?

Am I the only one who have this fucked up situation or

everyone have it too?

Hmm..

It's been quite a long time didn't update,my blog.

Is kinda busy with final assignments while this

semester gonna end soon. And now need to get ready

for the final exams. Kinda exhausted and mentally tired

due to to all the hectic situations, rushing assignment

and presentation. Fortunately, the 1st part of the hard

life have pass, now left 2nd part of it- fucking exams....

During the assignment rush, i still managed to

check out some new stuff on the web but mostly

are sneakers.

Vans Authentic? No! Is a slip on with shoe lace print!

Nice! Kinda love it.

Asics GT II X Ronnie Feig. Cool blue!

Asics Gel Lyte III X Ronnie Feig - Salmon Toe

Asics Gel Lyte III X X Ronnie Feig - Navy Aqua

Sebago Dockside X Ronnie Feig

G-Shock GLX-6900 X In4mation, dope color-way.

Vintage Nike Blazer. Sweet pair of shoe.

By the way, i am looking for a new puma suede

because mine is in the intensive care unit....

So i think is time to look for a new one x)

Saw a few pairs in the web which really caught my eyes.

But I don't think will be available in Malaysia.

The pictures of the babes that I saw.

Which one color rock you?

For me, i think red, yellow and orange really cool.

In the meantime, New Balance distracted me from

looking on Puma.

These are the pictures!

New Balance 1500 X Undefeated.

This is a pair of rare dope shit!

I think this few pairs of new balance currently unavailable in

Malaysia. And I don't think they will be too....

Hmm, New Balance or Puma?

My Table

Currently my table in my room is stuff with lots of toys!

Lovin them!

But need to sort out big space to put them

all out together and also is time to buy display boxes

to put my bearbricks.

Happy family!

Marios (new)!!!

All of my bearbricks! And I m looking for the alphabet K

bearbrick to complete the whole BE@RBRICKS set!

New family members, bought them last few weeks ago!

Marios baseball edition, there is also a mushroom for this

edition but no more stock...... Sad!

The SnJ's Monkeys? I don' t know what is the monkey name...

Front row, 4 marvel hero's toy.

Spiderman and Jane, hulk and ......, don't know

what is the name of the character.

Bought them from Kinokuniya few years ago, but until now only

exhibit them out!

她的笑容

笑容，有着魔法般的魅力。

会使自己和身边的人随着开心，心情开朗。

笑容，有着魔法般的魔力，

会深深的吸引着你，令你印象深刻，难以忘记那笑容。

甜美的笑容带有一点点腼腆,

让所有人都陶醉或被迷倒在其笑容里。

就如古人所说：一笑倾城，完全形容的非常贴切！

但挂在她那漂亮脸蛋上的甜美的笑容里，

内里却藏着丝丝的沧桑和忧郁隐隐若现。

烦恼， 压力， 悲伤内心深处，都把它们隐藏起来。

将一切问题和烦恼都留来自己去承担，去解决。

把所有的痛苦都留給自己去面对，自己心疼。

表面上无法看到她的烦恼， 但从笑容可以看到内里一切。

认真和仔细去观察，才可以看透那迷人笑容里所隐藏的一切。

这才是她笑容吸引之处，非常有神秘感，让人想探索与了解

她本人更多，更深入她的内心世界。

当然她不是一个看起来佷悲观或忧伤的人， 別误会了。

这一切都是我自己从她笑容感觉和察觉到的个人见解与感想。

她时常都会把那迷人，甜美的笑容挂在毫无胭脂水粉但漂亮

的脸蛋上。加上一身充满个性担完全不失女人味的打扮，

令本身原有散发的气质更加浓厚。她那穿着衬衫，西裤，

褐色皮鞋的样子，实在令人无法忘记。

值得一提的是，她经常都以素颜示人，毫无一点胭脂或水粉

添加在脸上。那漂亮的样子不但没失色， 反儿增添了一层韵味

更加妩媚迷人。胭脂水粉只会把她那优雅和充满气质的脸给糟蹋了。

我还是最欣赏她素颜的样子， 以自己最真实的一面示人，毫无做作。

那一头乌黑的长发，妩媚迷人的脸蛋，甜美的笑容加上散发独特的气质，

就只有她一人，暂时无人能取代她。

New Loves!!

My new loves!

New speakers and display boxes!

My new speakers, Altec Lansing!

Before this still hesitating whether to buy it or not,

but after reading few review on the web I going to get it.

That day coming back from Uni, straight dropped by at

Lowyat to get it!

The sound quality is nice, strong bass and also the

design of the sub-woofer is kinda weird!

Volcano's design sub-woofer.

Small but powerful speakers

Next will be the display boxes that I got at Daiso.

At last all my bearbricks can displayed out! Wuuhooo!

Can't wait to buy more bearbricks and put them

into boxes!